Fri, 14 Sep 2001, Reader writes:
For the longest time now, I have been getting recurring dreams of War and tornadoes. These 2 things, which I believe are my fears in life. The one that bugs me more is WAR. I have been getting vivid dreams of being in a war, running and fighting, but very scared in these dreams. I'm seeing missiles in the air, people screaming, running.
These dreams are soooo scary, I can't even explain to you how scary they are. So I have come to the conclusion... If there is such thing as a "past life", I swear to you I must have died in a war! All my life I was never allowed to have toy guns at home or even pretend to use my hand as a gun around my father. It was not tolerated.
In 1999, My girlfriend and I went to Portugal for vacation. Her little brother calls me over and asks if I wanted to try shooting something with his grandfathers bb gun (which looked like a rifle). So I decided why not and asked how to use this machinery. My 30 second training class was over and it was time to shoot something. I spotted a small bird on a telephone wire far from us... I aimed, shot and boom, "I shot the bird with one bullet". My first shot ever! The kids around me and my girlfriend were in awe. They asked if I ever used a gun before, I told them, "NEVER". I had to test myself again. We placed a small rock on a ledge quite a distance away. I aimed shot and hit that rock. I freaked myself out, put down that gun and never touched it again or any gun for that matter.
I have come to the conclusion I was either a sniper or in a war of some kind. Can this be possible? Or is this just a gift of some sort that I'm not proud of?
Thu, 11 Oct 2001, Otherplane's reply to reader:
You must have had a very supressed childhood. We are not psychologists but somehow, all these experiences that you mentioned points to your childhood and don't tell us that you was also prohibited from watching tv or aggressive movies with guns.
After so long of being supressed with no other informations to support it, then you are slowly brainwashed and ended up being paranoid to something that is so normal to a lot of people. What you need to do is to retrace the fear and confront it, because you are now suffering this kind of phobia. Your first target practice is not an indication of anything or something else.
You are not reincarnated.
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