Thu, 03 May 2001, Reader writes:
I feel like I have been looking for your site for a long time, but I just didn't know where to look.
I'm not sure if I'm going crazy, or if I'm gifted, or partially, or what. I'm not sure if this isn't my imagination running away with me. Iam a 13 year old female, and I have always felt like someone is around, watching me, following me. I do not believe in God, but Iam very spiritually in-tune with myself.
Over my lifetime, I have heard voices, carrying out conversations in my head. They seem to be receptive to me, as I can ask them to come and go at will. All my life, I have felt someone watching, and occasionally actually glismped them out of the corner of my eye. I feel... accompanied.
I would like to know if Iam going crazy, or if I could possibly have a gift?... and if so, how can I develop it in the best possible manner? I would also like to know if I feel constantly watched because Iam being followed by entities, and, if I have guardian angels, who are they, and can I contact them?
All this sounds a little topsy even to me, as I have no reason to believe... except the voices, and my strong gut feeling. Although Iam sure you get plenty of resquests like this, please, could you try and help me? I don't want to live out my life forever unsure of whether or not Iam gifted or crazy. Thank you very very much.
Tue, 15 May 2001, Otherplane's reply:
If you feel that you are spiritually in-tuned with yourself, then you are not crazy. God is but an entity with a label/name attached to it... given by mankind. It does not matter who you believe in... as long as you believe in something, i.e., yourself. You should first believe in yourself before all others... for if you cannot believe in yourself, how can you believe in someone else?
You are not alone with your feeling... of someone following or watching you. Whether it is a guardian angel or not... is not important. Your strongest asset is your "gut feeling"... or "intuition". Trust your intuition and yourself and you will find out more often than not, you made the right decision or took the correct course of action.
We all like to believe that we have a guardian angel watching over us. This gives us a feeling of safe haven and protection. However, this belief can often lead to taking abnormal risks with our decisions or lives... we surrender control of ourselves to an unseen entity. That is a NO-NO!
It is not uncommon to hear voices in your head. More often than not, people tend to associate these voices to an unseen outside force. Seldom do people admit to hearing voices or even consider that perhaps these voices could be their own conscience/subconscience communicating with them. To talk or hold conversation with yourself "verbally or not", is healthy and normal. People do it all the time without realizing that they are doing it (talking to ourselves). We often see or hear someone talking to themselves or to no one in particular and think, "That person must be crazy". We don't have the RIGHT to pass judgement on anyone.
Be patient... in time you will realize what your true worth, your role in life, and what you will consider to be your gift(s)... and use them wisely. Everything happens for a reason and it is for you to sort through, digest, understand and arrive at a conclusion.
You will be fine. Take care and have a wonderful life.
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