Wed, 14 Jan 98, reader writes:
I wonder a lot about some of the things that have occured in my childhood up until now (I am 25 at present). Growing up, I had a lot of weird unexplained things happen to me....I would see people walking the halls in our home and I would be physically attacked by something....there are a lot of memories coming back to me....that for some reason I could not remember at first. I was sexually encountered and to be totally honest, it felt good, but it scared me and I stopped it somehow....I have been called names in my sleep (bad ones) and one night, not too long ago, I was thinking of my cousin....he was murdered over a year ago and I was crying and I wanted him to know how much I missed him and loved him. I was really thinking of him very hard....then I felt evil, I couldn't move, I couldn't talk, yet I knew it was something or someone evil watching me in the corner of my eyes where it was totally dark and my children and boyfriend were in the bed with me... I could feel tears roll down my face and I prayed and it stopped. It all happened in a matter of seconds but it really felt like a long time....I spent the remainder of the night trying to explain to my boyfriend what just happened. I am sorry for rambling but I have so much to say, and if there is anyone around me, I would like to know who it is because I always feel very comforted and safe even in the worst of times. After my cousin died, I would hear things falling at night in my apartment and these things occured regularly, I would always run down the hall to see what had fallen and it would be nothing...I would hear doors slamming when it was only me and my three children around and we stayed in my bedroom...the TV would go off and on until I politely asked whomever to stop....the lights would flicker on and off in the living room and I would entertain company and they would get really freaked by the lights...I would just joke and say that's my cousin...I even said one time that if you don't approve of a particular boy, then flick the lights off and on continuously...the lights continuously flicked off and on, so I got rid of him...my dreams warn me of things to come. Often I experience deja vu....I am so good at helping others with their problems for some reason I have yet to work out my own...I feel like I am being tempted and watched and yet I feel safe. What's going on around me, I was told once that I had a gift, if so what exactly is it, I want to remember more than just flashbacks of a weird past...sometimes I feel like I am not from this time. What do you think?
Wed, 14 Jan 98, Otherplane's reply to reader:
Reading about your experiences was very interesting and they did happen, as you said, according to "our friend." Yes, you are a reincarnate. You were a female in your past life. You lived from 1936 to 1957, then you had a break and was reborn again in 1972 (the life you live today).
There are two entities overseeing your presence. One is your husband from your past life and the other is your cousin. They are there to watch over you and mean you no harm. The people that you saw in the hallway was snapshots from your past. The entity causing the comotion and flickering of the lights, was your husband (from your past life) and not your cousin.
You do have a gift and that is "a verbal gift." This verbal gift allows you to talk to people, and entities. You have a soothing voice that makes them comfortable. Entities will let you see or feel them because they want to make their presence known to you. Talk to them and they will listen.
Thu, 15 Jan 98, Reader writes:
My nickname is Tine, that's what my friends call me. Thank you for shedding some insight into my situation. I am curious to know more about my husband, in my past life. Do you think perhaps maybe you could ask him to show himself to me. Knowing this, I will definitely talk more directly to him instead of just to my relatives. I am so thankful that I have love from beyond. I hope my cousin knows how much I love him and all my other relatives just passed.
Question. I was born on December 3, 1972...Why did I die so young in my past life? What happened to my husband? Thanks so much. Thank "our friends" and everyone affiliated with your group.
Mon, 19 Jan 98, Otherplane's reply to reader:
In your past life; you were 17 years old and he was 19 years old when you were married. You lived on the east coast. During your marriage you had no children. Your only child died during delivery, yourself also. You were 21 years old at the time of your death. Your husband loved you very much and did not remarry, he died of illness at the age of 38, in 1972.
We brought your husband to us and asked him questions: He mourned yours and the baby's death and upon his death, he refused to go to heaven because he still loved you. He waited for you to be reborn again and he would be there to watch over you. When he feels that you no longer need him, he will go to heaven. He chooses not to reveal himself to you but will let you know when he doesn't approve of what you are doing. He somewhat approves of your "present boyfriend."
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