Thu, 15 Oct 98, Reader writes:
I am struggling with what to write to you. Your website is very informative, yet unsettling to me. I had chosen to avoid the happenings that have occured since I was a child fearing public and family humiliation. Still, I often find myself drifting towards "why me" and "what does it all mean" conversations with "myself" and no one to talk to about it. On rare occasions "entities" have appeared to me or I believe to be. I struggle hoping they are indeed my "guardian angel". One that stands out in my mind was above the ground, over me almost in a ivory appearance, almost bright as I remember. It was male, thin yet, curved. I was awoken from my sleep, with him however, I felt no fear, but I felt or sensed I was not suppose to have seen him. Although not frightened of him, I feel a sense of uneasiness thinking about the situation, and have had several sleepless nights waiting for a reoccurence or that someone is in the room with me.
After moving into our home in November 1997 (the home is 20 plus years old), I awoke and saw a small girl standing in my room, long dark blonde hair and a very pale baby blue dress on. She appeared to be 8 or 9 years old. Initially, I felt frightened but fell asleep moments later, against my will, but peacefully.
Also, I had possibly a out of body or near death experience in my early 20's. I do not recall my husband ever taking me to his truck but I remember sitting up in his truck, leaning close to him and saying I hate feeling this way and seeing my surroundings in a red color. To this day I can still remember the red and everything around me. My husband did drive me to the hospital in his truck but states and swears to this day I never moved much less sat up and spoke.
Other things have happened, I can't explain them. I have sleepless nights at times awaiting more of the same. I would like to know if you can help me. What information you may need and why this happens to me or if I should even ask why. Thank you for your time. I appreciate it...
Tue, 03 Nov 98, Otherplane's reply to reader:
You are very normal in every aspect of normality but abnormal in a sense that you're experiencing things that are not being experienced by normal people. All of the these things that you mentioned in your email were true to include your NDE experience.
Enjoy it and do not worry about what other people might say because most of them did not go through the experiences you have. Try not to anticipate them (entities) because they will come when they want it to happen. If you don't, then the sleepless nights will be often. When they appear control yourself and start conversing with them tactfully and maybe you will open a new horizon beyond the experiences that you have encountered.
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