Mon, 27 Apr 98, Reader writes:
I have steadily been reading your web site, trying to stay in contact. I have been trying my best to be patient, and just open myself up more. The last few months, I have been practicing seeing auras, hoping this will relax me and assist in opening me up more. I've been able to see glows at times, and the other day I saw an irridescent green around my hands and arms. That was exciting!
As far as remembering dreams, I have had some, but am finding that when I wake up, I turn over, and they are gone. There have been several that I have felt are significant, and really feel that I can remember them, but I'm blocked. I am filled with certain apprehension, that I cannot explain. I feel that I know something, that I am not opening up to. Any suggestions on how to open up more? I think that because I work, and have children, that this keeps my mind too busy to work on just one thing at a time. Like my Grandmother always said, "too many irons in the fire!"
Did I have a really awful death in a past life (besides jumping from a mountain)? Something to do with stainless steel instruments or shiny? I have this terrible fear when anyone gets near me with anything like that (including fingernail clippers). Also, was I a male indian (possibly a warrior)? And one more, would you let me know if I am a reincarnate of my aunt?
Mon, 27 Apr 98, Otherplane's reply to reader:
You know, it takes a lot of energy just to take care of your children, not to mention work and honey do's. So whatever energy is left for the day might not be sufficient to concentrate on your gift(s).
You have this phobia about sharp objects because during your first life, you were forced to watch the men slaughter an animal and that has stayed with you even to this day. You were not a male indian but an indian maiden, at the time of your jumping off the cliff. Also, you are not a reincarnate of your aunt.
Wed, 29 Apr 98, Reader replies:
Thanks for the input on my past life. I do have quite a problem with cruelty to animals, and have always been very defensive of them. My family used to tell me that I loved the animals more than I loved them. It still seems that I was hurt by the sharp instruments. The reason I asked if I had another past life, is a story I had read, about something that had happened in an Indian tribe, to one of the leaders. He was not the chief nor really a warrior, but more of the medicine man. The story told how he was killed, and I knew that he was not killed in the manner they thought, but differently. It was as if I knew first hand what had happened and could actually see the complete scene as if I had been there.
Also, I never really felt I was the reincarnate of my aunt. Just the way I found her grave and that she had the same initials as me, was very odd. It also brought on later that night, a vision to one of my uncle's impending deaths that happened exactly two days later, as I had predicted.
Thu, 30 Apr 98, Otherplane's reply to reader:
The more you talk about the past, the more of it will come back. Write down anything that you remember of your past and in time, the story will unfold and you will understand your past life.
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