Thu, 24 Sep 98, Reader writes:
Seems like I have been looking for your web page for a very long time. I just didn't know where to look.
I have had numerous odd experiences throughout my life and would like very much to know if I should put any stock in them and if so what I should do with or about whatever it is that I seem to be doing.
I grew up in a haunted house and once saw the lady of the house looking at me in the bathroom mirror while I was brushing my teeth.
At the age of 14, I went to sleep one night and fell through my bed. Found myself in a very green place with trees and a stream and children laughing and playing. I didn't want to leave but was eventually frightened away by "something coming". I have no idea what that was, but it frightened me very much and I woke up gasping for breath. For awhile afterward I felt myself trying to slip out of me but I always caught myself and stopped it.
I had an odd experience of a man visiting me in my home while I was sleeping. My roommates often teased me thinking I had a boyfriend I was keeping secret. I eventually actually saw him one evening when he walked right into my home and back to my bedroom (I was sleeping on the couch and the door was locked) a subsequent search for him proved futile.
I was visited by some sort of presence that lived in my home for a few weeks a few years ago. It followed me everywhere in the house and I felt this person or whatever even when I woke up in the night to roll over. I eventually became unnerved by this presence and asked it to leave, but visit on occasion.
When moving into a new home I looked up one day to see a man standing in the corner with arms folded looking at me. It startled me quite badly. We eventually called him Mr. Brown because of the color of the clothes he wore. When we moved he did not follow.
I have had visions I have always assumed were past life memories. They come to me at odd times and I see a great deal as if in a movie, but it only takes an instant in real time. I am usually shocked out of the memory (being hanged or looking down and noticing that my hand is of a skin color not of my present race). If they are not past life memories, I would be very interested in knowing what causes them.
I sometimes smell things that are not there. Smoke or flowers are the most common.
When around those who are physically injured I often catch myself reaching out to touch them with the full intent of healing them. Then I realize what I am doing and the feeling goes away instantly. I don't understand this because it happens as if by instinct, yet I cannot heal people or even make them feel better through my touch when I try.
As you can see, I have had a number of experiences in my life (I'm 39) and I have just never understood what they are. I have sometimes wondered if I am perhaps a bit emotionally unstable and even the possibility of a brain tumor has occurred to me. Any insight you might be able to offer would be most appreciated.
Sat, 26 Sep 98, Otherplane's reply to reader:
First off, a portion of your gift will bleed over to the emotional side causing what our society call "unbalance". That is up to you to control since now you're aware of it. And being a reincarnated also will add to this factor because who else can explain this to you but yourself.
If you want to get more information on both areas, you might want to join our gifted society and see where it will take you. Do refrain from asking your past life.
By the way, you don't have a brain tumor, just having to work the old brain more than normal.
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