Wed, 30 Sep 98, Reader writes:
Thank you for reading my story.
Since I could remember, I always felt a presence around me. I was always scared of this feeling. It was not a negative presence. I was just scared because I didn’t know what it was. All I knew was that it was someone watching me or around me all the time. My grandmother died when I was almost 7 years old. After her death, I always felt her presence with me. Every time I would feel her in the room, I would turn and try to see her but couldn’t. I think I did saw her once in 1984, I’m not sure maybe it was someone else. My grandmother loved me, but for some strange reason every time I feel her I get scared. Ironically, I’m named after her. I have dreams with her. In all the dreams she is chasing me trying to hug me, kiss me and trying to show me her love for me. In every single dream just when she is about to touch me or I see her I get scared and I wake up.
Over the years I have learned to go further within the dream. I realized that she is only here to protect me and she means no harm. The last time I dreamt about her I got the courage to let her touch me and hug her. I decided to confront her and ask her what she needed. It seems she thinks I am the one that is capable of keeping the family traditions and help all the family stay together. She just wants me to keep an eye on everyone. Something like that. Can you tell me if this is true?
I also communicate with my angel. Her name is Emma. She’s around me all the time. I asked her to show herself to me. I believe she tried in two occasion to let me see her in my dreams. Two times I felt a strong energy all over my body like it was pulling me. In one of those occasions, I did see something. Unfortunately the energy was so strong I could not take it because once again I got scared of the unknown. Now I have learned to confront these fears. I have asked to see her (as well as my grandmother) but I haven’t had luck. The feeling Emma and grandmother gave me is that I’m not yet prepared to see them. They do not want to present themselves to me because this may cause me harm. I asked Emma how she would like to communicate with me and she told me, in my dreams. I also get messages from her on my daily day life.
Is my grandmother my guardian angel? Emma is my Angel. There might be a third angel, Edgar (might be my friends angel). Now that I have learned not to fear I had a dream about a man.
The man died on May 27, 1994. He died in a car accident (DUI). Apparently he was drinking while watching a soccer game with his friends. He decided to drive home. He had his 3 year old daughter(maybe 4year old). The man was in his mid-thirties. He said to me that he was getting ready to leave. He just wanted for someone to know (family) how sorry he was for causing the death of his daughter. He knows he did wrong. Can you tell me if all of these feelings are just in my head or if they are true? I know they are true. I feel the presence and I have dreams but I have never seen an entity in front of me. I have accepted the things that I feel and dream now. It’s funny because now every time I feel Emma or my grandmother or someone I say to them "I know your here protecting me", in a funny way. Then I continue on what I’m doing and I don’t feel that presence so strong. Thank you for your help.
Sun, 04 Oct 98, Otherplane's reply to reader:
Yes, that is your grandmother and she'll be there for you. Maybe the love that she gave you then was not enough that she decided to be your protector. Anyway, she's not your guardian angel and there's no Emma or Edgar. Stay with your grandmother because that's all you have. The feelings of her presence will vary depending on different conditions. If she decides to communicate with you in your dreams, be happy because a lot of people have tried and failed to accomplish that. When you feel her presence, talk to her as you are doing now.
Fears will always be there and it's natural. You can overcome this by comprehending fear itself. Your feelings about the DUI fellow is true.
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